Launch of Soul Food Gamer: a need computer upgrade

I have been wanted to start a podcast, youtube, and twitch stream for some time. The name would be the Sole Food Gamer! It would consist of my 3 passions which I current write about as a freelancer and on my personal Instagram @dalockmaster. They are Foodie Culture, Gaming Culture, and Sneaker Culture. Also I include urban festivals and art too as a bonus! Unfortunately every time I am about to start with the money needed; a big tragedy would happen. The first time I had 95% of my goal funded when my aunt passed 3 years ago, and I had to used the money saved to pay bills and help with her final expensives. The second time I was 60% saved, and my mother passed last year. So I had to used that money to make it while I was getting new work on my side job. My friend has been suggesting I start small; so I am going to get a basic computer so I can start "naked and afraid" LOL! So with this goal I can get a basic computer and begin and hopefully grow in the future. Anything helps. Thank again!