As a single mom of three I find myself asking for help. So many times we hide the battles we face in this thing called life due to being judged, but I want to be transparent.

Throughout my life I have carried the weight of so many others, including family, etc. When someone needed me I didn’t hesitate to help, even if it meant me going without. I did it while being betrayed, talked about, lied on, used and mistreated. I was going through so much at the job I worked at, also fighting depression, then my car tore up and I lost my job. Then coming hoping dealing with my toxic family, I literally had a mental breakdown. I always been there for everyone while they came up against me. Listening to all their problems while being mistreated and broken inside myself. Pouring from an empty cup became my norm.

I fought hard to keep going and just couldn’t anymore, depression had taken a tole on me. In spite of not graduating, I got my GED and was determined to do something with my life. I felt like my family hated me for doing what no one else had done. jealousy, tearing me down, pulling up at my house starting drama for no reason, calling my job. They did everything to break me because I had finally chose my peace over their toxic behavior. They couldn’t take what God had done for me and my children after so many years of mental, emotional and physical abuse from them and they did everything to destroy me. God chose me with an Anointing over my life, and sometimes it’s your own family who can’t take seeing you shine. Not just because of material things because I don’t cherish those things, but when God puts a light over your life, it interrupts some people’s spirit.

I went to numerous family members I had always been there for. I found myself having to go to the very same people who had broken me down for years (family) because I had nowhere else for me and my children to go, but they turned us away. I’ve been so broken not understanding how I gave so much, did so much for others, and no one would give me a helping hand just to get back on my feet. I never gave asking anything in return. I gave freely from my heart because it’s what I love to do most. I always told God to never bless me for helping someone else. I helped people authentically and genuinely, never asking to be paid back. My testimony is powerful and one day soon God will use me to tell it to help so many others.

I stayed at an overnight, 24 hour restaurant until I was finally able to move in with what I thought was a friend, because she told me there wasn’t enough room for us at first. She’s been treating my kids and I so horribly. She’s been throwing hints like she wants us to leave, so I’m not sure what day she’ll just put it out. It’s like a mental torture that she enjoys. Also her house is in bad condition, and although I’m grateful I can’t take being here anymore. My kids and I have been sleeping on the floor even though she has an extra room, she said it’s only for when her family comes into town. Sometimes I don’t even know if what I’m going through is really real, it hurts that bad. She’s someone I have helped many many times in the oast. I’ve tried asking if I can ride with her and her friend to get a job where they work, and she said her friend said no. I’m starting to feel like she enjoys seeing me down. She lives far away from everything and I just feel stuck.

I have been extremely depressed for months, not being able to get my life back together. I don’t have anything right now, but with your help I could get housing stability for me and my children, and a used vehicle so I can go to work. I don’t want to be homeless with my children and I feel I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place.

I recently surrendered my life back to God, and I decided to make this 1st step believing that He will meet me where I’m at. It wasn’t easy asking for help, but the Bible says we have not because we ask not. I have been suffering in silence, but today I stand in Faith believing my help is coming. I pray in advance for my destiny helpers that God will bless you tremendously. Thank you 🙏🏽💕

06/20/2026 Update: I am now without a place to stay. My children and I have been put out on the streets from who I thought to be a friend. If God lays it on your heart I pray you’ll help.