My husband and I will be together in July for 18 years. He and I have two beautiful, young children and on Father's Day this year is was also our daughter's birthday. We've had a lot of medical expenses that we've had to push off and a lot of bills to push to get to very important doctor's appointments. We don't have any family at all except the four of us it's hard to ask for help because a lot of people have stuck up opinions. When people hit several points lows in their life for me and my husband that seems like we always have nothing but Lows in our lives. We want to stay positive we're working with a neuroscientist to find out why he has so many problems with this hands/fingers and his arms, back and leg. They had done an ablation on his neck and he's unable to work due to severe medical conditions with his spine, several heart attacks and there's more. We live in very rural area and gas is obviously expensive and most of our appointments or at least 45 minutes to an hour drive one way We only get minimum assistance right now I'm trying to take care of Social Security disability paperwork from the last year of every doctor they wanted to work on his neck first then fix is broken shoulder it's been broke for well over a year now in the past two weeks I've had to put two animals that passed away in the grave near the house. And done nothing but pray and cry just trying to figure out how can we do this? I'd like to do for our family is to be able to have a lawyer go through stuff that we need so I can take care of my kids and my husband I would like to have a moment to breathe where we can all go somewhere, other than a doctor's office. There is only one of me and I need like another 10 of myself to get everything done by certain dates. All we would like is that our daughter gets her saxophone paid, gas for appointments and getting our only running truck to stay running. We also found out then my love has a possibility of an autoimmune system that is affecting his heart as well doing the research that I have done there is not a good outcome I have been calling doctors to add notes for the new MRI coming up for his neck I have not received the phone call back I have called the cardiologist multiple times to have a test run that also connect to the MRI notes and yes it is correct he will not be able to live much longer. I have prayed so much for one sign of hope, and I seen this as my last opportunity. Thank you for reading this, praying, donations and sharing.