I am 71 and live in senior housing. I have been through surgery for replacement of both hips and a rod in my spine. I have had 2 strokes and many illnesses. I have been struggling for many years to pay my bills and put food in my home for myself and my 2 companions(cats). All my family has passed from pancreatic cancer and I am completely alone now. I have never been married and have prayed for 40 years for a soulmate. Finally found him but he lives in another state. My dream has always been to get married and I left it up to God to find me the right man. I don't want to die alone. I am running out of food fast and only eat maybe twice a day. I am so tired of struggling and many times have though about giving up. I had a nervous breakdown several years ago and suffer from depression. All I want is a life without the struggles to survive. I want to be happy again. I want peace of mind and soul. I have helped hundreds of people and animals. I was born to be a caregiver and I did God's work but I am tired and in need myself with no one to help me. Please can someone out there help me. God bless you all.