Good day Brethren in Christ 👑🙏♥️

I am greatful for this platform. 

Hereby i place a request for
your graceful succour in providing me a chance to recover
from being homeless nearing 7 years.

To give some background;

Ive been home challenged since 2015

with sometimes the luck to find temporary accomodation
away from the streets in between.

The longest homeless period started in greece where i lived on the streets of Athens for 1 year. 

conditions where absolutely hell like to say the
least, while sleeping in parks, benches, anywhere i could possibly find 
some peace, i managed to stay alive by finding supermarket garbage. besides great sleep deprevation i had also gotten a scaby infection (those are parasitic bugs that enter under your skin and eat you up alive) it drove me
near completely insane countless times. i only survived
this year by the most High grace. which ended the torture 
 in December 2016 with access to the drug ivermectin that killed the bugs. 

in between 2017 and 2019 i had many very rough
challenges while traveling often living in the worst of
circumstances. for a while in 2018 | had a little roofed
place however it was ridden with black mold and i got
severely ill after that, many diseases started in that period
which i still haven't recovered from as | write this feb 28
2022.

In early 2020 i had a tent and stayed in France, it broke
shortly after and after that | slept in caves, abandoned
houses under bridges, trees etc.. for a while sleeping
under a pine tree with barely anything was my home for a while in the Pyrenees

i could barely sleep in the freezing nights, reason | survived
is because there was a little hotspring nearby to warm up
in and wild rosehips to eat however i weakened allot

it became too cold there and ended up in Lisbon,
there i had the toughest winter yet, first | couldn't find a
place and slept any and everywhere it was a little windfree.  this got me in trouble with police when i entered a appartements mailbox halls to warm up in because i was numb from freezing weather out. 
i was usually forced to walk the entire nights to keep death from hypothermia away. 

eventually | found a cardboard
fridgebox and a sort of large window pane near a
abandoned shop to put it.  this i filled with any isolation
material | could find and in there somehow managed to
survive winter. food i got from supermarket trash
containers. 

after that i managed to find some work in the most harsch
conditions on farms, only in exchange
for a bed, and barely any food. some wouldn't even give food at
all. so i basically just worked for a bed and ate anything i
found in the area. usually wild orange and some figs.

then in October 2021 i found a 12 tribes community, this is
a Christ worship based community, i was greatly overjoyed
at first it felt like family, however the work was for
immensely long hours 6 days a week, they assigned me to
work in their industrial bread factory, my condition was
already greatly weakened from being homeless so many years
without a chance to recover, and after a month there i
couldn't function anymore hence had to leave the highly pressured environment. 

then found another farm,
cutting wood, they said i could stay the winter however he suddenly told me to leave in the
middle of winter. the owner clearly had less then benevolent influences hence i prayed for them and left.

then i ended on the streets of Madrid ( December) this was
another incredibly harsch period because temperatures where below
zero and i didn't have the luxury of a cardboard box like last
winter in Lisbon.  maby nights i thought i wouldn't survive.    i Eventually found a homeless
shelter there that had temporary accomodation.

while being there sleeping with around 200 other homeless people
in a large dormitory | got very ill. it was the strongest
illness i had gotten yet. high fever headaches and completely lost all
sense of taste or smell which is still mostly gone today.

The conditions were terrible there, could barely breath at
night, the dormitory had no open windows, the smell from unwashed homeless was highly unsanitary. i had to leave
this shelter. 

God guided me to a forest where i found a hole in the
ground and made a shelter with plastic tarp, ive been there
for the last 5 weeks. at night i stay warm by making a fire
if weather allows, and surrounding myself with hot rocks.

just your prayers would already be of tremendous support. that
i may recover from being in survival mode for almost
a decade and start a new life .

the funding goal would allow me to atleast rent
accommodation for hopefully long enough to recover
sufficiently to be in a state where i can be a workforce
again. and to finally receive medical assistance.

 after 1.5 years of having a gofundme i have recently raised the goal from 3k to 12k this is because 3k wouldn't
allow me a sufficiently solid chance at recovery to rent a
place for long enough to truly recover the body from 7
years of abuse, (actually started in 2003 when i got chronic fatigue that lasted over a decade hence it
is over 19 years now that i didn't have the tools to take proper care)  i calculated 12k would truly
allow for all the providence required for a full recovery.

ive also been wearing the same clothes for years most are black and half burned now from sleeping with fire heated rocks i have barely anything to wear as of writing this update today 9 march 2022.

Great gratitude for anyone who took the precious time to
read about my life. May the most high Grace Always
Accompany you !  

i don't know how to add images here besides header hence see the updates on my old gofundme page:  https://www.gofundme.com/f/graceforlife