I hate to even be on here asking for help but I’ve prayed on it and sat with it and found that if I allow my pride to get in the way, it’s my children that suffer. I just feel like a failure and it’s killing me to let them down. I never imagined I’d be in a position like this in my life. I went to the Army, college, graduated and started a business. I created this huge family banking on the many blessings I have, I never imagined it would all be hanging on by a thread the way it is now. My business slowed down drastically out of nowhere and I got behind on bills, I had to pay a huge expense to fix damage my insurance referred to as “an act of God” more or less and wiped my savings out. I’m at risk to lose everything, with 7 children I’m responsible for all dependent on me I have to get over this hump so I can get up and running again. I’ve sold off whatever I could and am picking up any job I can to try and provide but getting by day to day will be all for nothing if I can’t get on top of this. It’s like being trapped in quicksand, sliding down trying to keep these kids from sinking but they’re tied to me. Humbly I come to you all, praying for a miracle. And please, please help us. These kids really are the best humans and they really deserve it, please help me not let them down. Help me get back on track for them. Thanks and bless you for even taking the time to read.