It’s hard for me to ask for help.  Sometimes events take place that you just don’t understand. On dec. 23rd 2023 my husband Michael D. pollender took his own life.  My neighbor had to bust down a door for us to find him lifeless from a gunshot wound to his neck. This is one of the toughest things I’ve had to go through in my life. He leaves behind his daughters Devyn 9yrs old and Bailee 5yrs old.  Suicide hurts those that are left behind.  He took his life the day before Christmas. This memory will never be forgotten for us. Im reaching out to anyone who can help me and the girls through this difficult time as we spend Christmas grieving.  Mike didn’t leave us anything when he went. I’m not sure how I’m going to make it as a single mother.. so if u can help we really appreciate your kind support. I know times are tough for a lot of folks now so I understand if u can’t. Thank u all for caring Merry Xmas and happy new year to everyone..