Trying to survive after losing my happy place, my best friend, my lover, my world has been extremely hard emotionally physically mentally and financially. I never thought I'd have to try to live life with out ever hearing Jason's voice or seeing him ever again sorry when he was killed in a car accident unexpectedly my world completely flipped upside down and left me devastated and shattered into pieces. I struggle everyday just trying to survive because his death has really left me in a dark place but I fought my way out of the deepest darkest point and I'll continue to fight everyday not to go back to that dark place of not wanting to live anymore without him but I truly need a little help please. Unfortunately we only had one car which we had actually just purchased 32 days prior to Jason going on a Forever Car Ride w/God so getting to work the grocery store doctor's appointments and just anywhere needing to go with your everyday life in general is difficult when you have to walk miles just to try to survive. If anyone would be so kind to even help with donating $5 or even $1 anything would truly help and I would be extremely grateful for any and every donation towards helping me try to survive and keep going in life after losing everything that made me happy and a reason to live.