Trying to help my husband support our blended family I have thought about ways for me to get ahead and starting my own business could be a huge thing for my family. I have 3 beautiful children. Unfortunately their dad and I didn't make it so it was me and those 3 kids for years. Barely staying afloat. Surviving but not actually living. My kids have never been on a vacation. They know God. I took them to church and gave them what I could. We had fun making meals out of next to nothing. There wasn't anything I wouldn't have done for them. I met the most amazing man. He also has 3 beautiful children. We blended our family and it couldn't have been better, it may not be the story book we always dreamed of but there is endless love here and all of our children are thriving. But covid hit and we ended up losing jobs. Losing our cars. Losing our home. We were homeless but we stayed together, he fought every day and finally another job. We stayed in a trailer for bit, we lived at his mom's and then my parents. We made it work. We were so thankful our parents had room for all 9 of us plus our pets as they mean the world to us. It was a rough 3 years. My husband works now a lot. He has worked his way up and is now a supervisor. But this economy is still really rough. The stress if he gets a day off will his check be enough to cover the bills and feed us. We have beat all odds and are still standing, 6 years we have been by each other. I can't even find work though so all of this is on one man. And its extremely hard. I have this dream to start a business and help my husband. I want to lay in bed at night knowing I contributed to our family because im so terrified this man is going to fall over dead from stress. Men carry the weight of the world. If we eat, its on him. If he have warmth and lights its on him. If we can't pay the phone bill its on him. I want to help and I want him to be able to take a Sunday off and relax and not stress. This economy is so difficult on us especially our men. If you can't donate I totally understand but a prayer that God helps my family would mean more to me than money. The power of prayer, the power of God is unmatched to any dollar amount out there. Money won't fix our lives but helping my husband breath is all I could try and do as right now I feel helpless. I've applied at a million jobs. I don't get a call back and I haven't had an interview in 3 years. I feel like a waste of space and that isnt good either. So please pray for my marriage, my children, my husband and his health. I am absolutely so bless in so many ways and I just worry about this man and the load on his chest.

If you read this far I really appreciate it, if you can pray for my family I would greatly appreciate it. God Bless each and everyone of you. May you wake up tomorrow happy and healthy and thank God for another day.