im going to try and keep this short and sweet the best i can. July 17th marks my one year of remission from using meth. everything in life has been going excellent (will explain below all the wonderful things) up until a month ago and here is my story. i got out of rehab in august was able to move back into my parents house, finally able to see my daughter and keep her overnights during the week and everyother weekend. landed an amazing job as the maintanince manager at a 120 unit apartment complex. i couldnt of asked for any better of a situation. one day on my way to work i go to take one of my prescribed meds and drop it in my car. when i got to work i started looking for it and then one ladys that does the caretaking approaches me reguarding a boken water pipe. instantly i stand up from kneeling on the ground as i was trying to look under the seat to find my med grabbed my bottle took another one out and went straight to where the pipe was leaking thinking its going to be a huge mess. turns out that someone plugged there bathtub drain and forgot to turn it off and it over flowed. luckly on first floor so wasnt terrible but enough to start out the day and make me forget about dropping my med. well one night a buddy calls and says he is a couple hours from home and needs me to go and let his dog buddy outside as he hasnt been out all day. i drive over there let buddy outide, sit and play with him for a little bit, and leave to go home. on my way home a cop pulls behind me and pulls me over asks if i knew that i had a headlight out. i tell him no i didnt notice as i live in the county and use my high beams 90% of the time but my friend lives in city where therer are street lights lighting up the road so i didnt even notice. cop asks where im going (home) then asks where im coming from and told him letting friends dog outide as he is couple hours away from home and needed someone to let him out. cop asks me if i have anything in the car i tell him no and he tells me to sit tight and he will be back with my warning. well another cop puls up and i already know something is going on. im on probation so the cop tells me that he wants to search the car. whatever. while the one cop searches im just sitting chatting with the other cop and all of a sudden im asked to put my hands behind my back as they need to detain me and put me into back of the car. they wouldnt tell me anyting except that its for saftey reasons. the cop found a syringe that fell out of diaper bag that i had for giving my 2 year old daughter cough medicine and wanted to test it. came back negative but then thats when both cops started actually digging through my car. then it dawned on my about my med i dropped. well the cop found that and already talked to probation and the oncall officer put a hold on me. now this is thursday night, i tell cop and jailers i have perscription for it. there answer was that they arent able to lift the po hold and take back the charges once its set and that i would have to see the judge get it thrownout or bail out and then wait for my probation office to lift the hold. not arguring with them anymore because they dont seem to understand. thinking ill be out right after court. well next day comes they dont call my name for court so i start asking staff what is going on and they have zero answers besides maybe it got moved to monday. well my po comes down to talk to me at 4pm and says charges were dismissed and as long as he can make it up stairs intime to talk to his boss ill be released. hour goes by and nothing. saturday- nothing sunday-nothing monday at 8am im calling people to call my po and see whats

going on. 10AM i call my friend and she says po is putting in paper work now to realse you. perfect finally some good news. noon- nothing 2pm- nothing 4-pm nothing 6pm nothing. 7pm i get called to pack my stuff. i get out and instantly turn on my work phone as im on call 24/7 at the apartment building and there are 30 some texts and 12 voicemails. 11 of the voicemails were the owner of the appartments wondering where i was and if i was ok. i called her right away and i tried to explain what happened and her only response was you cant go 4 days without ansering an oncall phone and fired me. then 2 weeks after that the transmission goes out in my car again. now im jobless have no car live in the county where there isnt any places for employment with in 30 min. i dont know what to do. i cant ask my parents because they are raising my sisters 2 kids and money is already tight enough. i dont want to go back to hustling and loose everything but thr hair on my head is getting really thin from all the stress,