This is my last hope...I've always been such a proud, hardworking single mom who does everything she can to give her boys the stable life they deserve. In the past I battled addiction and won. I battled losing the last of my immediately family, my support, and still I bounced back. But then covid hit and its been nothing but a struggle since. All three of us got COVID. Praise the lord we survived. Then I was forced to try to make ends meat on $91 a week unemployment. Now I'm so far behind on everything I can't see any light at the end of this tunnel. I finally found a new job, a good one. One I can stay with and possibly retire from one day, but unfortunately I'm so far behind on my car payment that I'm not going to have a car to get to work with. My local government does absolutely nothing to help people such as myself. The only thing they help with is medical insurance and some food stamp help. Sometime I feel like they would rather I don't have a job, and get on welfare. But I don't want that for my.boys. I want them to believe that if you try hard and work hard that things will always turn for the better. They are 15 and 10 yrs old. I had to tell them both we won't have an Xmas this year but they understand, such wonderful boys. I feel like a failure to them. This will be the first Xmas they won't have a single thing under the tree. But as long as I can keep this job I just started thats all that matters  I can eventually make it up to them.
if you can find it in your heart to help please please do. Please help us. I promise to pay it forward once i get caught up. I just need a little helping hand, just this once.